leo

2011-05-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

i really don't feel like letting go any subjects.. bt i dunno what to do. i'm hopeless i keep falling each time falling deeper. i'm sick of it. even i feel pityful what will ppl think of me? i dunno whatever i am turning out to be, a useless trash monster. only qualifications count i hate being weaker. i cn nvr reach out to the sky.the day i dropped i knew i couldn't go back. i wish i cn crawl over this..

2011-04-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

i'll live with it i need to grow up

2011-04-14T21:24:00.005+08:00

i wanna be a joker person like callist i wanna be an outgoing person like charmian i wanna be a funny talkative person like wantheng i wanna be a creative fun person like evon i wanna be a cheerful crazy person like yiling i wanna be a brave warm person like xinhui
someone nt afraid to fight daring straight forward i wanna be able to defend ppl able to shout argue bad ppl. i wanna be strong, i need to be bash up i learn things the hard way. that way i'll learn right? in tough conditions..

2011-04-12T23:22:00.004+08:00

i wish time wuld stop so that i can be able to be sec4 always.. sometimes i think i'm such a selfish person so i keep trying to be someone i shut up i talk too much i"m so monstrous. i can't am i trying way too hard? leona is normal i'm no longer emotional or extremly happy i'm just normal. is that the word? i'm always so stuck with words

2011-04-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

bitch or not i'll survive i just wish each day i can live a fulfilling day being in sch is fulfilling i'll be stronger i must praying hard whatever it is i'll find my way out of this o level maze i need self control n power where are u... for many reasons i must!

2011-04-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

i wish to be the happiest person on earth, i wish to be better , i wish to study hard i guess. i'm not losing myself anymore i'm no longer lost i hope i'll be able to do it. we all fall short of glory one day maybe i'll be able to live a better life if i just work harder i'll nvr forgt nvr regret i will live my life i think the song lyrics are nice. i'm closer to the edge i love 30 seconds to mars

2011-03-30T18:49:00.001+08:00

today i'm so overjoyed! i won a medal! i dun think i wuld gt, cuz relay gt cancelled. n last yr the only medal i won was frm the relay i ran with callist, wantheng n yiling! oh man i miss running with them :( running with them makes me feel too attached to them esp when we gt first last yr! i didn think of tht til nw.. haha sometimes u don't appreciate what u hav until its too late! i regret nt being ther, n saying hw proud n overjoyed i am over it. is it too late? i really do. bt tis yr the relay i'm looking forward to most is gone. today farhanah n yiling ran so super fast. happiness jeslin gt 3 medals wow! SHE ROCKS MAN! oh shina shina too! 4e1 won the relay! :D wantheng won 2nd! callist won 2 medals tooo! haha today the weather was great too! our flag was beautiful it matches our shirt! they put in so much effort! mrs li talk to me abt my medal wow she's so nicee! i love her! yiling zakiah,evon,minwei ran for the girl's relay! haha woooooohooooooooo! n we went to eat pizza hut! coach was soo generous she treated us pizza hut THAANK YOUU SO MUCH!!! SHE'S THE NICEST COACH EVER!! i talked to e3 girls today they were all so sweet nice ppl :D xinhui gt lost coming hg stadium ahhaha damn joke sia she!! she's always so weird n special! haha jannah was so super funny n cheerful today :D

2011-01-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

haha yay! today is finally 29! i'm getting older! what am i gonna do this 16th yr? leona needs to roarrr out loud! haha nope just kidding,i need to make sure i pass o lvl with flying colours! i need to buy all my tys n zuoye! sweet 16 haha! i've been looking forward to this day! nw i cn proudly say i have lived for 16 yrs! i hav went thru kindergarten graduation, PSLE n numerous numbers of first day of school haha! i pulled out my decayed teeth once when i was primary 1. i manage to learn to swim and ride a 2 wheel bicycle! i went thru drama once so so scared having so much fun! i went thru a chinese orchestra SYF without knowing anything! i when thru a few netball matches feeling tht i could really defend well n win! both ccas was very different n gave me a lot of experiences! i had 2e4' 09 n 4e4 '11 as my class the best evr 2 classes! :D i love them! i hav such loving funny family members . they're my world! i had ce, netballers n friends tht gave me so much joy n helped me so many many troubles! i will nvr evr forget them! i hav such caring, wonderful, great teachers in bowen! haha what else is ther i don't hav? i'm so lucky! o level is nth, mus look forward! aft tis yr i cn say i've endured thru it! :D i'm glad! go leona! leona means lioness so i shld be scared of nth! nth at all!

2011-01-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

i must have taken drugs lols jinkiat n callist drove me mad today! i feel so childish! anw i'm stil 15 so i'll let myself continue be childish for a few more days! i ate carissa's rice n egg today it was soo yummy! thank you!
heheh i'm up to no gd nw using com without my parents knowing.. haish i miss so many ppl. amanda ms chong. i wish when i grow up i'll stil always be friends with my friends, i hope jinkiat won't pretend nt to know me like what he said.. that sucks pretending nt to know someone when u know he/ she. i'm always doing tht to someone. i wonder why i just can't lift up my head n say hi. what's so wrong abt tht?

2011-01-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

haha my posts sounds all so happy! ahhh i'm going insane! what a whirlpool mind
!

2010-11-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my thanks to farhanah i watched a few korean music videos with her :D n i went home to watch agn. then oh my goodness i was really mesmerized with this korean girl! sandara park was her name! she's seriously SOOO COOL N PRETTY !!! aahhh like katy perry! lols they both knock people's breathe awayyy THANKS A LOT FARHANAH! ^^

2010-10-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness this song is so meaningful! i cn nvr make any decisions, too indecisive! cn somebody tell me off?

2010-10-05T17:55:00.000+08:00

hahas yup i should appreciate what i have and feel lucky! ^^ I FEEL LIKE I CAN CONQUER THE WORLD! JY EVERYONE FOR EOY!

2010-09-29T19:59:00.001+08:00

i feel that i'm wasting time everyday. eoy exam is coming so soon! oh man i'm so not prepared, i don't what to do. STUDYING IS SO SUPER HARD. haish. i guess everyone is going through the same thing. i just don't have the self discipline nw.

2010-09-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

i read a letter recently n i felt really touched. i didn expect myself to feel tht way nor have tht tearing reaction. all these time i thought i was just one of ur normal classmate friend in ur heart. it was really hard to tell if we were close or nt at times. thanks a lot for ur letter! i just wanna say i really do love you! i nw know tht i could always count on you (:

2010-09-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

oh man i love family outings!

2010-09-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

all the teachers are super kind! they help everyone, i'm really grateful towards them.

2010-08-29T12:02:00.000+08:00

hahas little girl ? how nostalgic.
thinking back, i've made many mistakes tht i regret, i wonder if i'll change?
to be a better person n nt do stupid things.
bt ppl shldn dwell in the past right?

DETERMINATION!

2010-08-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

i realise smth i'm kind of un-independent, i rely on ppl too much. i need to change, i'm nt a little girl anymore. i need to take reponsibilities!

2010-06-03T14:27:00.001+08:00

woohoo katy perry!

2010-05-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

need to rmb nt to freak out!

2010-05-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

wish :

nt late

open

happyhappyhappy ce n netballers forever

2010-05-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

hi! today went out with xinhui,peiyi,cassandra and julie. it was fun :D bt also quite tiring cause we walked for quite long.