i'll live with it i need to grow up

i wanna be a joker person like callist i wanna be an outgoing person like charmian i wanna be a funny talkative person like wantheng i wanna be a creative fun person like evon i wanna be a cheerful crazy person like yiling i wanna be a brave warm person like xinhui
someone nt afraid to fight daring straight forward i wanna be able to defend ppl able to shout argue bad ppl. i wanna be strong, i need to be bash up i learn things the hard way. that way i'll learn right? in tough conditions..

i wish time wuld stop so that i can be able to be sec4 always.. sometimes i think i'm such a selfish person so i keep trying to be someone i shut up i talk too much i"m so monstrous. i can't am i trying way too hard? leona is normal i'm no longer emotional or extremly happy i'm just normal. is that the word? i'm always so stuck with words

bitch or not i'll survive i just wish each day i can live a fulfilling day being in sch is fulfilling i'll be stronger i must praying hard whatever it is i'll find my way out of this o level maze i need self control n power where are u... for many reasons i must!

i wish to be the happiest person on earth, i wish to be better , i wish to study hard i guess. i'm not losing myself anymore i'm no longer lost i hope i'll be able to do it. we all fall short of glory one day maybe i'll be able to live a better life if i just work harder i'll nvr forgt nvr regret i will live my life i think the song lyrics are nice. i'm closer to the edge i love 30 seconds to mars